You can be the welcome arrow through my heart
Jovenelim; Hi, happy for you. (:
Akiko; Haha I'll see you around k. No shy no shy! :D
Graceyeoh; Hello! :D Thank you! I've studied tday. 1 1/2 chapters down! :D
Amanda; I know how annoying this Haloscan can get okay. Haha.
Laura; Hello back to you (:
Fang; Thakn God you know. Hahahha. Wanna fight right. Hurr.
Rena; She's so cute right! Rena :D:D
Cecilia; Sure, welcome! Sorry I'm very tired in the morning so I look very retarded. Hahha (: Fantasie again soon k (: Study hard for your Os! :D

Thanks for commenting.
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I thought I'd see you at school today & I thought I'd be smiling all day. I looked forward to see you this year, last year on this very special day for our teachers. But no, I searched all over the school but I see no you. Still miss you, still thinking of you. I wish what we've promised before still came true.

Happy Teachers' Day to all the teachers in the world. (:

Hello sexys. School was fun & filled with laughter. (: Morning, I thought no one was ocming. I panicked la, I wanted to take a cab home until I saw Qiaos. Thank God! Only Shyan & Qiaos came to school la. Up to the hall, had mass. Homily was about Graditude. Learnt something & I've decided what I wanna do already (: Mrs Soon cried, by the way. I guess it's because the class didn't like get her anything. :/ Rahhh I felt so bad. Had longgggg recess! :D Hahah then went back to the class & sat around. Done up the board with Jayshree & Jasmit! Listened to songs & back to the hall. Had Teacher's Day concert. It was great, totally fab! The teachers performed for us, damn funny. A pity I nor Qiaos bought the camera ): Then we had performance by the students & all. Aw I love the song by LeAnn Rimes now. So niceeeee! :D Some classmates cried 'cos they felt sorry for Mrs Soon. :/ 'Cos the class didn't do anything for her. Rahhhhhhh I still feel so bad.

After school, took a cab down to Hougang Mall with Qiaos. Ate @ Long John's! :D Went to take prints! Damn unsatisfied please. ): Damn ugly la, the contrast & stuff. Went down to Kovan, wanna take another one! Hahah but the damn shop closed down ): Saw Anne & gang, talked for awhile. Walked around & left. Went to Compass & ordered my JayChou CD! xD omg fucking high. I got the poster. & I was like telling Qiaos, "Fuck man! This is like.. orgasmmmmm!" Hahah & her faced changed. :) -> :O HAHAHAHAHA!

Home, showered & did my revision for SS! :D 1 & 1/2 chapters done, 2 1/2 more! :D Showed mom my NRP chinese papers & she was laughing her head off. :/ Rahh when she told me the actual meaning & all, I was laughing @ myself too. Hahah.

By the way, I love Ctee! :D She's damn adorable la okay. & what she told me was ultraaaaa shocking! She saw me @ Hougang Mall & refused to say hi ): Hahaha. We texted a little before she went to bed. [: Hahah she's damn adorable la!

Me:
i love you pearlene, even though we're not close enough to share love.
thank you for the times we've shared, talked about the crappy people we love, while i talk about my story & you listen.
thank you for being a part of me.
thank you for teaching me so much, though that may be very smal portion t you.
though we dont talk all the time, i treasure this friendship we share & i need you in my life!
:D
Big cuddles.
Pearlene: GLYN? :D u know i dont do this all the time, sparing my time to people i barely know. but for u, i`m willing to go the extra mile. There's a special affection i have for you, so you are really welcome. no matter what obstacles you meet in the coming future, be it big or small, u gonnah pull it thru glyn, never be afraid, cause you are never never alone
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Me:
pruuuuuuuu
i love you!
i thank you for everything you've done for me, told me, gave me (:
you're important in my life & i need you!
:D
Pru:
i need you too babe

I had to take off the hearts that was in the conversation 'cos blogger dislikes them ):

I told Shar everything & now I feel a lot better. It was choking on my throat so bad when I wanted t call her. I didn't know what stopped me but now I do. (:

I'm online talking to Yifang& Quek. [: I'm gonna go offline soon! :D
I'm happy & high tonight. Yay!

A bittersweet design for a lesson you're learning.
<3.

9:39 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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But now your picture frames are the closest you'll ever be to me

Laura; Talking to you online!
Cynthia; Hey, thanks :)
Lycia; Talking to you online! :D
Fang; Tootster ah you. Hahahahahaha.

Thanks for commenting (:
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And I want to be selfish
I want to be selfish
I want to be selfish, you're my everything
Some things can never be explained
Why does your love remain unchanged?
'Cause I know it wouldn’t be the same without you


Hello world (:
I came online thinking that NatLim'd be around so I can tell her I've made up my mind after so long but acks, she went overseas ): School's fine, pretty allright. I's Be Yourself Day by the way & we're supposed to dress with a theme, which is work wear. So retarded. I didn't bother, just wore what I felt comfy with. Morning we had a talk with Mrs Chan about our prelims result for the 4NA students. Ohman, I honestly think alllllll of us need to work extraextra hard. Especially yours truly 'cos I haven't study for Ns when it's like 5 days awayyyy. ): After that we had Maths (: I got 29/60 for a dumb paper set by a trainee teacher. One more fucking mark to gooooo ): I got 50/60 for Fajar paper!! :D:D Second in class. I was so shocked when she gave me the paper. Ultraaa happy & proud of myself. Ah ha, something to show _ then (: After Maths, we had SS in the AVA room. Was quite allright. Thank God I read up about industrial restructuring that day, it helped me a little in the paper. [:

Recess, bought food & stayed in the AVA room to eat. Haha, got aircon ma! :D Off to the Hall. Some dumb talk by Mrs Soon. Fuck, she's the PE for Ns >:@! She's out to make us get zero or rather, she can't wait to fail us la ok. All of us were practically talking & laughing while she's talking please. No one is interested 'cos everything can be found in the booklet they gave us weeks ago. Blah! After the talk, went to AVA room. Talked to Shijing & Tricia. Aiyaaa ): Something not so happy happened. Had Chinese paper II! Bestaye & Qiaos happily left it all blank! Haha. After the paper, Lin laoshi came in to give out paper & stuff. Asked her about my chinese & she lent me her chinese TYS! :D Thanks laoshi! She kept reminding me to return her -.-

After school, it was raining big time. Bestaye & I were soaked. Shermin & Serene got on a cab & gave us a lift to Compass. Thanks lovelies :) Dried ourselves at the toilet. Saw RachelL & gang, trying to dry themselves too. Hahah. Saw Qianyu, talk a little & went off. Ate @ Yakun! :D:D Finallyyyyy (: Heh. Talked & stuff, caught up a lot up with Bestaye. Walked around & stuff. She bought her heels! Damn gorgeous! :D Saw Nette & Shantal, sat around & left @ 5pm. Got home, showered & watched Holland V. while doing my Maths [: Dad came home, dinner & online! Now my table's in a messss.

I miss Natalie Lim ):

Come home soon, Nat. Safe & retarded in one piece kay?
I love you :) :) :)

Sunday's.
Jermaine is so adorable (:



SO CUTE [:




Why so emo, omg.




GLYNIS.

Ahaha daddy @ Aunt's place, posing ay?

Two days ago, with Shyan & Michy. (:




I guess what Bestaye said today was true. Why hold on to this so tight when the rest never seem to care? Yuh & I'm getting tired of having to try over & over & over again. I can't keep having my heart torn, & expect it to fix itself again. Tired of trying for love, for the ones I love, for my passion, for sake of my happiness. I guess I need some time to pick myself up again & I'll still go on trying until I don't have to. For now, I honestly want to solely concentrate on my studies, & immediately after SS paper, I'll start doing what I want to. Study, still but there're things that I'd wanna complete first before it's too late.

I'm back, chasing what I want & that's you before you slip away with someone else.

I'm scared of losing, of breaking, of disappointments.


Heavily broken & I don't know what to do.

Please explain love, why are you worth the wait?
<3.

9:17 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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Like a bed of roses, there's a dozen reasons in this gun

Laura; Um yours is (something)kiss_ right? Haha I hope you got the right one ay. (:
Yifang; Why cannot? Haha.
Josh; See ya soon!
Alethia; Hey ale! :D

Thanks for commenting.
(:

All my time is froze in motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go

I think Zel's back to her best friend. Omg, alllllllll the "Hello, may I speak to Grizel please?" are gonna start again. I'm in love with SHE's Wo Men Zhe Me Le. Awwww ): I'm so chinese now, omg! And it's on repeat (: Heh.

School was allright tday! I found out something in the morning & I'm sooooooo happy for you both! Heh :) Had Biology paper in the morning, pile of bullshit. Chinese paper II next, it was allright. Much better than Bio, I think. Recess, some shitz happened. Ohwell, let's just hope everything goes back to normal again. (: Um then we had SS. I got full marks for one of the SBQs! :D Uhhh one question only la & I went gaga over it! I never had full marks for anything in SS this year ok! Then we had English. Did my own work while Mrs Soon go through the English homework. Lit was fun! I thought it'd be sleeping lesson again but no, this time it's fun. Miss Yeo taught us how to revise better for SS (: YAY & Miss Yeo told us what she wants for Teacher's Day! Haha so cute. We were talking about Korean shows & all. Then weird names (: Miss Yeo got a friend named Jun Nan. Hahaha I didn't get it at first until they told me Jun Nan means handsome & that friend of hers is not at all handsome. Hahahaha. Had assembly, ultra retarded. Sang hymns for Teacher's Day, talktalktalk until 230pm then dismiss us. Fucking hell, waste my time.

Waited for Nette till around 245pm. Went to Compass with Qiaos, Nette & Shantal. (: Bumped into Shermin, her girlfriend & ValSoh in the bus. Got off at the interchange, stayed around till Shantal had to leave. That kukuhead won $200 from the Catholic Welfare Tickets shit. Lucky one! Haha. Went to Mos, sat down & decided to change to Mac's 'cos Qiaos wanted to eat Mac's. Ate & treated Nette to lunch (: Catch up a little & all, had fun though it was short. Walked around, wanted to get stuff but changed my mind in the end. Off to the interchange, waited for 86 with Qiaos then 87 with Nette. Met Zel, went to change her pencilcase, bought her lunch & went home.

I don't know what was that for. I've decided, I'm gonna give us one last try. But this time I'll be the one chasing after you, running after you. You don't have to return, honestly.
I love you. :)

So I kiss the morning air & I fly away
I used to hold you close
But now your picture frames
Are the closest you will ever be to me.

Ns are starting this Monday. ): I'm scared, I don't wanna blank out like I did the other time. Let's just hope it goes well this time, I'm damn scared. Chinese paper first then the fucking SS paper. I hope it goes well, really.

Yknow what, I'm going to head down to Punggol End soon. Ahhh that's where I pour everything out, let the waves wash them away. Buy markers, pens whatever, write out everything on the walls. Let the words stay there till I'm done with it. Well, that place definitely brings back memories (:

I wanna go (Don't laugh!) Loveyaloads20 @ Blogspot then to Theunloved- @ Blogspot to read the past. (: I'm not gonna cry like I did on Sunday. No Glynis, you're stronger than you seem to be.

Will you? ):

The colours fade, beautiful to lifeless when you go away.
<3.

5:10 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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Like kings & queens we dance, to keep this night alive
Ctee; Don't worry, thanks. But your "comment", the one you made in MSN ( I hope you remember! )made me smile. (:
Rena; Aw Glynis loves you too, hons! :D
Graceyeoh; Omg are you serious? Hahah. Good luck for your prelims kay darling! :D
Laura; Haha you said you were Nicole's friend, so I looked for your url there. (: Heh.

Thanks for commenting, loves!
(:

Hello world, I had great company tday (:
If that fucking annoying, paper-eating idiot didn't attend school, it'd make my day hell lot better! She's the fucking noice pollutant I tell you. I keep telling Bestaye, "Fucking annoying!" when I was doing my work halfway. Ugh!

Chinese paper I was allright. Lin lao shi say Sassy & I got improvement =D Yay! Happy about it though the improvement isn't much. Recess was fun! Did nothing much, we just ate & screamed & played in the AVA room. (: Janet is sureeeee annoying I tell you! Haha, she keep asking Laoshi to off the bloody aircon when I need the aircon to concentrate. -.- Mrs Palani(however her weird name is spelt) draw open ( I don't how how to say :O ) the curtains when I needed them to be closed ( fuck what english ) 'cos I get distracted easily & I tend to look out! :/ Haha I'll end up stoning & saying hi to my friends.

After that we had a talk by Student Care Services, rather retarded but useful talk (: Teach us how to look at things at a different angle ( Actually I guess most of us already know that ), how to release stress. I've decided that this week is the study week, after hearing so much from my friends & _. One last shot for SS & goodbye, I can go concentrate on others. Bestaye & I were fooling around throughout the whole talk with Sass, Yj, Mich & Shyan. Haha (:

After school, I had great company! Michelle Lim, & Low Huoh Shyannnnnn! (Big enough, Michellelimmmmm?) Waited for Michelle, walked Bestaye to the bus stop, took 82! Off to Hougang Mall. Bought Shyan's food, then Mich's & went to Long John! Hell lot of people. Bought my bubble teaaa :D Heh yay! Bought fries from LJ (: Saw Liyana! She was with her friends, heh. Whined & all to Mich, heh then she agreed to go Compass with me to collect the parcel! :D How nice(ew) of her! Hahahahaha.

Down to Compass. Bought stuff & went to SKCC. Got my parcel. Rahhh I really wonder who gave me the gift & the card. :/ I thought it was bomb. :/ Hahahahaha. & I told them I'm gonna open it in the post office so we can all die together :D Hahahaha. Sat around @ the office & we were deciding what courses to take up! Heh how cool. Back to Compass, walked around & went back at around 5 (:

Pictures time!
Rahhh photobucket is at it again. Sorry, I'll upload another day ok ):

I'm going church this Sunday (: Church changes people, I realised. Mich told me church changed Adriena, & church taught her a lot of things. Amazing, I shall make an attempt to attend every Sunday then (:

Yifang's gonna kill me, 'cos she's sending me a lot of songs & I need to go offline already. Sorry! ):

Still here, still miss you.


The feeling of a cutthroat lover's kiss.
<3.

6:38 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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Don’t take back what you gave, my heart will stay the same
Tammy; YAY! Hahah I saw it by the way (: Love you so many girlly!
Laura; I found your blog, I guess. :/ You didn't add me in MSN though! I don't have your add.
Rena; Hey! :D
Amanda; We're weirdos & we've got cute maids. My maid can sing chinese song as well, but the one & only song la. Hahah. Uh she loves to watch serial drama shows! :D
Caroline; Haha allright, loves!

Thanks for commenting, loves!
(:

Yesterday's. (:


Shufen & I's.

The birthday girl.

Jon & nat.

Sickening faces.

Aunt Doris, Jon, myself, Shufen & Aunt Alice!

Jon is irritating.

Jon, Shufen, Dad & I!

I love Val.

Aw!
Jon & Shufen.

Me & Rhys.
He's damn cute here.

Damn cuteeeee!

Nat wanna act camera shyyyy.

Gon, Nat, me & Zel.

I swear we look retarded.

Totally.

Jon lovesssss t disturb me I swear!

Hahahahah.

I don't know why but I've got really small eyes yesterday ):

Heh wrong aiming.

:D

Me & birthday girl!

Rhys' fingers.

Unglam, darling.

Opps.

Still love her. [:

Heh damn cute la.
The cake looks yummy ay.

Shufen & her.
She looks so angelic here.

Val adores the pretty balloons.

Pretty? :D

Fake.

Genuine.

Us.

Love!

I love this birthday girl.
(:
The end.
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I'm gonna edit some now.

I barely slept for 6 hours tday. Talked on the phone till 5plus with _ (: YAY!

Aren't you ashamed? Fuck. Cheating's your forte ay? Ha, I supposed so. Oh no, or is it bullshitting? Maybe. You're such a disgrace by the way. Hur. A fucking waste of time too, honey. Go bang the wall & die la bitch.

I honestly don't know what's up with some people. They think they're great, fucking great. Got the attitude & stuff. Fuck off. It doesn't pays off being nice, ha, now I agree. If more of people like you leaves the goddamned Earth, I'm sure the world would be a much better place. I don't know why you never learnt how to be a little appreciative towards the people around you. Not your best friend, not your guy friends, but the one who has been caring for you for the longest time & you haven't took notice of that person yet. Well, perhaps you did but you just didn't wanna react to it, or rather, you do not bother at all. You deserve nothing nice, honestly. I guess sacasm would be the best for you. Ha.


I'm Glynis Tan, & I can live without you./
I'm gonna fucking hell prove it to you than you don't worth a bit of my love.
I'm gonna fucking make you regret what you did.
Ha, who do I wanna kid ):

_ told me she feels that _ will ____ ____. But I don't believe. Okay it's not that I don't but I don't wanna give myself _____ ______. I've stopped thinking & giving myself all these _____, _____ _____. & _ thinks that I should think about it & think about what I should do. But I refused to. I mean, why think so much when it hadn't happen, right? Rahhhhh.

I hate it when you always say you'll be there, you'll be there & when I really needed you, where the fuck are you? Hur, & the only time when you were there was when you were SINGLE. & when you're gone with someone new? Ha, it's just like I don't need you at all 'cos you were never there. But when you needed me, you'd come running to me & I'd always, still, open my doors for you. What was that, "Friends are more important" about? That's crap, nonsense, rubbish, something that I'd never believe again. Haaa to trust I was gullible enough to think you'd always be there & I was placed before your other half but now? You only call when you're alone, when you fucking need company. Forget it.

Blue tab appear & I'm scared.
I'm sorry, please forgive me.
Won't you talk to me? ):

Aiya forget it, I guess I've got so much to say. But nevermind, I'm going off to study.

Autumn's not the same without you.
<3.

1:46 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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What a big mistake it was, I wanted you to be there

I don't know what's wrong with my Haloscan. It isn't appearing ): I'll probably reply the tags later or something (:



You're the sunshine of my day
You brighten up my night
You take a piece of me with you
Every time you say goodbye

I'm talking to Phyllis online (: I love Brian McKnight, a lot please. His songs are ultra lovely. Like the one above (:

Last night was great. Went off to Singapore Swimming Clun with the Family (: Had dinner & they went bowling after that. I didn't bowl though, kinda tired. There was an arguement at the alley though. I didn't know what was it about but I know they were arguing.

Sat around the pool, talked & all. Left @ around 1030pm. [:

Pearlyn's birthday party tday. Gonna go over now. I'll be back with photos. [:
Come back & see kay. :D

When I have no one, will you be my someone?

You're a thief & a witch but I love you to death.
<3.

3:22 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )

I'll write another letter or watch another pink sunset without thinking of you
Eilis; You'll always have a place in my heart, wherever I may be ok love? (: Don't worry, it's nice! Thanks hons! [: I sure get what you mean la, don't worry k.
Amada; You're so gay la. Haha [: So gay so gay.

Thanks for commenting.
(:
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This is cool. Ning got that for me (: Thanks lovely!

Don't leave
Don't leave me here
I don't want to be without you
I don't want to live without you
I don't want to breathe without you
You're my oxygen
School was allright today, rather short. Like I said before, Fridays are always short days (: Heh. I love Fridays! Had Maths paper I in the morning. Quite tough :/ Then we had Chinese paper I. Ugh damn annoying. I bought my thick chinese dictionary to school just for that paper. [: I'm a good girlllll. Right NatL? Hahaha. Art was fun. Learnt Wash [: Okay we knew that long ago but that's the term for it. CD was fun, awesome [:


Sally, Daddy! & Allan [:
I'm gonna get it scannnedddddd for a clearer view.
Allan looks like Daddy, really!!

That day in Daddy's car, we were fooling around la. Just look at my maid :/ Hahahaha!

I love my maid for you information. [: She love to watch My Lovely Samsoon! Hahaha. Ohhhhh talking about Samsoon. I was like "Samsoon looks fat y'know." & Tricia was like "How can you talk about my Samsoon!" Okay I guess she really loves Samsoon luh (:


Today in class.
How can I not love you, Sassy? (:


(Talking about the keychain)
Me: Ay Sarah! Why sad face like that?
Sass: Oh 'cos everyone can see his ku jiao.
Me: (Laughing)

That keychain is a boy that is like peeping luh then when the phone rings, or there's message, the dick(which is light) will blink! Haha so cute right! :D It's Sassy & Yj's [:

After school, got some stuff settled & went off. I planned to go home but accompanied Sass to wait for Yj. [: Cabbed down to MCYS, & ate there! Yummy food. Sat around, chatted & stuff. I miss spending time like this with Sass. I do this a lot with Qiaos, I'd say. I hardly get to tell Sassy my deepest feelings, though most of the time she doesn't relate to it but the thing is, I'm quite used to sharing everything with her & it still feels weird whenever I don't.

Waited for Yj & left. Cabbed back to Compass. Walked around for awhile & went home. [:

Yesterday's!

Number 90.
Lunch @ Mos [:

In class!
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Very random stuff. I was bored & so I did all these crap. Haha [:

My SS notes!

New pouch, from Sally! :D
You like? Heh.

Ooh I got this from Natalyn. She was in a damn good mood that day & I borrowed it from her. Uhhhh Tuesday this week! & she just like "Oh take lor." Then I told her I'm gonna use it for long, probably til Ns are over & she's like "Oh just take la." Hahah nice kiddo.. for once. [:

And if I stop, ever thinking of you,
I’ll probably choke on the words I never said
If I, stop, ever thinking of you
I will bury my heart and fall back in my bed

Spot something.

I'm not gonna say anything unless you ask. [:

Yknow when I hear you ___, & if I was just right next to you, I'd ___ you & let you ___ __ __ _________. & yknow yesterday I was totally lost, don't know what to do, what to make you ____ ______. I just hope _____ helped you. [: Love you!

April's sick too, hope she gets well soon :)
Qiaos is sick too, hope she finds her nose back pretty soon. [:
___'s heart is broken, hope it'll be healed soon (:
You've gone missing, hope you'll come back soon ) :

For one wish.

So desperate for one truth, know that I love you.
<3.

4:58 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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